Most of you know by now that we can't reach our goal of leaving for France in the fall. We still need more financial support, but even if God provided it, the required course we were hoping to attend in July is full. And so, each time we find out that this phase of our journey is not yet finished, we're left with a lot of questions, sometimes mixed with feelings of guilt and failure, wondering if we had just done something "better" or "smarter," would we have reached our goals. As if more human effort and ingenuity was all we needed! But God reminds me over and over that this journey, and our lives, is just a tiny thread in the divine tapestry that He's weaving. This is truly BIGGER than me or my family.
I always liked the thought that we should pray that God would allow us to be a part of something so big that only He could pull it off. And I believe He's doing that. This isn't something we can just "make happen" without his powerful, providential hand, and I'm thankful for it. There will be no doubt who deserves the glory when we step off the plane in France! God will have made a way.
Then the question becomes, "So why is God taking so long, lol!" Yes, timing. The time is not yet right for Him to receive the maximum amount of glory. Also, I believe He's still up to something, and again I think it goes beyond just preparing me and my family for church planting. I think it's that and more. Without being too presumptuous, allow me to share a couple of reasons I think He's holding us here a while longer.
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